Showing posts with label human being. Show all posts
Showing posts with label human being. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Ann's Entry: Me and My Boyfriend

Ann dan Muhammad Togar Mulya Raja Gultom (a.k.a. Togar, Djebotz)







Tadi abis pulang nongkrong sama one of my bestfriend, Mia. Jadi hari ini tadinya gak niat mau kemana2. Tp ternyata abis Maghrib gue berubah pikiran, pengen nyalon and beli Tank Top di Rumah Mode. Enak banget Tank Top nya!!! Ya udah deh diusir sama Togar suruh pergi sendiri. Gak masalah, gue sih seneng2 aja, toh ada temennya ini. Yang gue baru sadar, seminggu ini dia nafkahin gue terus. Tadi aja mo beli tank top taunya dikasih uang lagi. 

Setelah dipikir2 lagi, kayaknya seminggu ini dia dah ngabisin lebih dr sejuta cuman buat gue doang, entah belanja, senang2, ataupun makan. Ya ampun, gue gak tau harus seneng ato malah merasa bersalah. Senang karena gue bisa have fun, merasa bersalah nya karena harusnya dia bisa nabung tp jadinya gak bisa.

Gue jadi bingung, kalo emang gue nanti jodohnya sama dia, rumah tangga gue jadi kayak apa ya? Sama2 seneng ngabisin uang, sama2 gak bisa nabung, sama2 gak punya motivasi untuk menabung... he9. Gimana doooongggg... Kayaknya next month gue harus menahan diri n harus tegas nolak kalo dia mau beliin sesuatu ato kalo dia mau ngeluarin uang buat hal yang sia2. Kalo besok2 (29-31 Jan) nanggung... dah kepalang boros. Hahahahaha. Besok dia juga dah ngerencanain lagi mo karaoke sambil minum2 kayak beberapa hari yang lalu. Seru deh!

Bout tahun 2011... Adeknya Togar taon ini mo nikah. Nyokapnya Togar dah bilang, nyuruh dia 2010 ato 2011. Dengan sialnya dia jawab "tenang aja Bu, gak usah buru2. Lagian si Anita nya juga lom pengen kok." Sial!!! Emang sih gue lom siap berkomitmen, tp umur gue bo!!! Nyokap gue juga dah bilang jangan mau 2011, kelamaan. Si Togar sih enak, dia emang 2taon lebih muda dari gue. Tapi tetep aja lebih dewasa dia... hehehehe.

Fact about Me in Togar's Eyes:
1. Tukang peras dompet dia
2. Manja nya gak ketolongan
3. Malesnya amit2
4. Egois, bossy
5. Tukang makan
6. Semua keinginan harus dipenuhin
7. Tukang flirting

Fact about Togar in Ann's Eyes:
1. Paling nyebelin kalo lagi pesimis
2. Paling nyebelin kalo lagi BT
3. Gak bisa nolak keinginan Ann
4. Kalo gak males sebenarnya pinter banget
5. Royal abis kalo lagi punya uang

Yang pasti... gue menganut Asas Seimbang. Gue gak suka cowoq yang cenderung ke satu bagian aja, misal terlalu cakep tapi miskin, ato terlalu kaya tapi jelek. Di diri Togar gue ngeliat asas yang gue anut. Tampang gak cakep2 amat tapi bisa dibanggain, gak kaya2 amat tapi bisa manjain gue banget. Dia dah OK bagi gue. Entah gue bagi dia ya... ^^

Yah yang pasti setelah gue pernah nyakitin dia berat banget, dia tetep setia sama gue. And walo gue pernah karma gara2 kelakuan gue, gue tetep balik lagi sama dia. Thanks a lot for everything you already gave to me, Hon! I'm trying to be a better woman for
 you... and I'm sure you do the same too... Love you!!!


Btw tadi sekalian beli gantungan hp buat digantung di leher. Lucu banget aslinya!!! Bahannya dari kayak rantai dengan aksen tali2 warna2. Lucu banget!!! Bakal gue gantung terus nih hp kemana2... he9

Ann's Entry: Keluhan Hari Ini...

Fiuuhhh... Sekarang gue lagi siap2 mau ke kampus. Tunggu mobil dtg terus langsung ciao. Harusnya sih gue ketar-ketir mau ke kampus, deg2an to the max. Tp perasaan gue sekarang lagi tenang, walo ada sedikit perasaan was2. Tp ketutup dengan perasaan abis Perwalian di kampus gue bakal memulai hidup yang baru... Just wish me luck, kay!

Things I Want to Do Today... (Don't know if I can't complish all the list. Depend on my BF... TT TT)
1. Borrow some comics, magazines, or novel at ZOE (Edit: Somehow I lost my interest to read some books)
2. Want to go to the bookstore to refresh my eyes (maybe buy some stationary or stuff for my college things) (Edit: Maybe tomorrow since my ATM still empty. And my PMS really got me)
3. Play Mini Games (Edit: Nearly accomplished. Want to install the games now)
4. Watch some movies
5. Drink a Frappu (As an exchange I drank Toffee Nut Blend)

EDIT:
Suddenly I felt so enthusiastic now. Wheeee!!! Besok harus ke kampus lagi, soalnya tadi Dosen Wali nya gak ada. Pengen cepet2 berkegiatan lagi!!!

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Bec's Entry 210109: Is it a crime to 'envy' other people?

Is it a crime to envy other people's luck??
I kept thinking about this since last week and now suddenly the thought back to my mind..

I know the word ENVY is naturally related with something bad...but its not that to easy to stop feeling 'envy'...
I know my type is not the real bad envy type...
I do envy some others people's luck but I'm not those type who curse on others people's luck and wish them to get a bad luck...

All I do is feeling envy at some people who I consider really lucky and the only bad thing I've done is wishing that sometime I can change my life with them...

Especially those lucky people who have no idea how lucky they are...

Is it a crime to 'envy'others people in my way??
I don't know...


♦Bec's sentimental mode on♦